Huddah Monroe has opened up about her disturbing past revealing that she used to do hard drugs but quit after a horror ordeal.
The petite socialite said she used to be very sociable person and that she would hang out with as much as 20 friends in her house just doing drugs.
Huddah she stopped doing drugs and hanging out with friends after they betrayed and drugged her.
“I used to be the girl with almost 20 girls in my house daily drinking and chewing khat. Doing drugs. They all betrayed me and some even drugged me! I’m very scared on trusting anyone to that level. My friends don’t even know where I stay. I don’t invite anyone into my house and I rarely go to peoples houses even coz I’m scared of letting anyone that close,” Huddah Monroe wrote.
Huddah further said as a result of the ordeal she now suffers a major social anxiety.
“But slowly I’m opening up! I have major social anxiety!”
Social anxiety is a chronic mental health condition in which social interactions cause irrational anxiety. For people with social anxiety disorder, everyday social interactions cause irrational anxiety, fear, self-consciousness and embarrassment.
Symptoms may include excessive fear of situations in which one may be judged, worry about embarrassment or humiliation or concern about offending someone.
Huddah noted that people might think she has pride for avoiding interactions but stressed that it is because of social anxiety she is suffering from.
“I love y’all for supporting me despite looking like I’m too closed in. People might think I’m proud but I’m not. I have social anxiety. It scares me to even plan a date with friends. Or a link up! You can tell by how I don’t do video talks.”
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